Highly Sensitive Person (HSP)

What’s something most people don’t understand?

I think it’s hard for a good majority of the people in this world to understand or empathize with things they don’t relate to. It’s something I wish a lot more people had grace with. I don’t think most people understand what it’s like to navigate this world as a highly sensitive person (HSP).

HSP is an individual  who, “has a sensitive nervous system, is aware of subtleties in his or her surroundings, and is more easily overwhelmed when in a highly stimulating environment,” according to psychologist Elaine Aron, PhD.

Navigating this world as an adult who is a HSP has been challenging. I often feel like I have to mask my feelings or pretend like I’m good. I get easily stressed, overwhelmed, and will overthink myself into headaches. I feel it in my heart and soul when people suffer. I can cry at things that have no impact on my life and that may not even be real. My mom said I was two years old crying when Bambi’s mother got shot. I’m still that person that will cry at movies and books. I can recall being tease about that and one of the hardest things for me to do has been to accept who I am and learn to navigate my feelings.

I use to think being so sensitive was a curse but I realize it’s a gift. I make sure I protect my space and keep my circle tight filled with mutual respect for each other and life experiences.



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One response to “Highly Sensitive Person (HSP)”

  1. It appears that I am your mirror. I grew up suppressing my emotional responses to just about everything. I wasn’t allowed to be sensitive. It still hurt, but I pushed it down. I don’t take it personal. You probably can’t insult me. I barely react to physical pain. Never show weakness, pain is weakness. I had to explain to a co-worker that I didn’t understand why they were afraid. That was a weird conversation.
    I hate to admit that I probably wouldn’t be able to recognize if I did something that hurt you. Not out of malice, just my personal inability to understand. I have calluses and armor to protect myself. I think I’m a little jealous that you don’t, that somehow my life has been less rich than yours.
    BTW.. That is one beautiful baby.

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